WHAT AM I GOIN TO DO???

July-November 2009
Well, to be frank, this is my last semester studying theory in UiTM Samarahan...
Next semester, I'll be goin' for my practical..
for now, I ain't sure where will I goin' to be placed...
Last 2 months during semester break, it wasn't that interesting I can say..
Lots of work need to be done...
My practical, my resume, family matters..
bla...bla...bla...
coming back to campus for the last 3 weeks were unpredictable..
everything happen, in and out, too sudden...
our trip was firstly cancel due to H1N1 whereby we planned to go to Bali by the end of the semester...
so, we had another plan which is to go to Mulu National Park...
well, it was actually still in progress but out of sudden,
IT HAS BEEN CANCELED AGAIN!
my goodness!!!
what's happening actually!
i'm not pointing my fingers to anyone but who to be blame??
I've tried so hard to convinced my mom,
wasting amount of money,
killing myself goin here and there,
calling this person and that,
cryin' fatiquely..
went to this meeting and that meeting which normally wasnt gona end with any good or reasonable decision...
hah!
everyone main lepas tangan you know!
and again, out of sudden,
we were assigned to do one project..
"Cultural Night"
with only one themee.....
we've been discussing among each other..
we have one word perhaps..
"HOLLYWOOD"
WOW!!
how's that gonna be???
seriously....!
sounds interesting aint??
well,sure it is..
I'm looking forward to see better future for this..
phewww....!

ETR is another project need to be done..
GOSH!
does it has to be this difficult??
my pointer was horrible last semester...
I don wanna kill myself for this semester..
i want it to be meaningfull...
sound easy isnt??
well, think twice..
i am still not regret of being here to continue my study cause that is what i want..
i will study no matter how old my age will pass by..
studying is another one good think in my life..
i am not that 100% brilliant student,
but as how everyone thought of their own life,
i thought better of my own future..

this semester is goin to kill me and blended my brain!
AAaaaaRggHHHhhh~


WHAT AM I GOIN TO DO????

I WORSHIP YOU LORD..I LOVE YOU...!!!

LIFE WAS GOIN' QUITE TOUGH LATELY...

Goin' back to my hometown for the last 2 months was hard for me...

well, life isn't that easy all the time...

the night I arrived at home, I have to look after my grandpa...

he barely can't walk..

well, i don't really know why...

few weeks later after Gawai celebration,my other grandpa from dady side passed away...

exactly the next day, my new-born niece passed away few second after she was delivered...

she was so beautiful...

very fair, cute, chubby, and perfect..

but as what people always said, God love those who went earlier than us..

perhaps I believe that but my faith says, that's what God had plan on us....

His words and works are always wonderfull...

believe in Him, you'll have your eternal life..

that's not the end of the story..

i lost my dearest pet named Angel,a rabbit..

he died too..*sob2*

I won't question all that...

God is good all the time and all the time God is good...

I love all of you..

My prayers wont stop...

stays in my heart as all of you were part of my life..

*GOODBYE*